i don't know if i haven't lost faith i tell you i don't know about this god business i think at one time i believed but /uh/ since all this trouble and war and suffering that we've gone through as a country i just believe if god it was a just god somehow god wouldn't let this happen to me and my country my family /h#/ i've lost many loved ones and i've suffered i don't know if i want to see you i don't know if i have much respect for the cross o